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With the Frizz? No Way!
02:25
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i'm sorry
i came all this way
just to check on
you it wasnt worth to me
and i'm tired
of picking up my phone
just for you to
say that i wont make it alone
when did you get so mean, what are you on about
i feel like that guy in the temple of doom who had his heart torn out
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2. |
I'm the Idiot
03:52
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i guess i scared her off
with all the facts about my self and my stupid mental health
maybe i'm just too soft
if i am taking all these things and applying them to me
i think i'm losing sleep
cuz i am staying up too late, its a wonder i'm this way
need to get on my feet
i'm pulling myself out of bed, this is existential dread
it must / be that text / that i sent back too soon
cuz i am annoying / and she's not enjoying / my conversation
where can i take this / what can i do
will you just let me freak out?
i think that i should go
cuz i don't want you to see me, become more embarrassing
its time i left you know
i have to get up pretty soon, that'll be my best excuse
i don't know what to do
with all these thoughts about you now, i've forgotten them somehow
i wish this weren't so true
but i am keeping all this in, so you wont ever know when
i made / up my bed / and its a fuckin' mess
cuz i am screw up / and thats what i do / and now i'm annoying
and she's not enjoying me at all
will you just let me freak out?
but you said
doesn't matter when we're dead
can i just perceive my reality
the way i want to
so instead
ill just go right ahead
to calm my nerves and find myself
something to hold onto
ill disappoint you if stay
you will never have your way
what are you expecting out of me?
so i will stay at home today
you'll hate me anyway
there was never any use in trying with me
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3. |
Sea of Sure Death
03:21
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is there a method to this madness?
or am i so fucking done
i feel like i'm going crazy
i thought this would be more fun
theres a thousand reasons
for why i ceased in
being farther along
maybe i'm jaded
or i was persuaded
that i was doing it wrong
i can feel it
in my bones somewhere i
went the wrong way
i just know it
i went home instead
of staying out late
and you can't understand
how i feel existing as i am
its a constant bummer
but you know
so
is there a method to this madness?
or am i so fucking done
i feel like i'm going crazy
i thought this would be more fun
my birth chart says i need to
learn to open up
whats the point in doing that
if i...
could bottle it up
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4. |
Don't Think Twice
03:31
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i remember when i had to hold your hand
just to keep balance
if i told you how much i've drank to forget you
i'm up to a couple gallons
my shifting perception of you is
always inconsistent
you would not understand the
way i think about it
its incomprehensible how many times i've gotten close to
destroying everything i've fostered cuz of you
driving past your house on the highway
makes me think of all the wasted gas
i get real nervous when i
catch you walking past me
i say i'm over it but when
my friends say ur name
it makes me uncomfortable
but i'm the only one to blame
it's incomprehensible how many times i've gotten close to
destroying everything i've fostered cuz of you
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5. |
Quit Haunting Me
03:43
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another show for the books, leaving me kinda shook
can you relate to this feeling of dread
i know its not what it seems, but what it seems like to me
is that i sometimes wish i was dead
and i can't understand, how i seemingly land
on my feet after what i had thought
So ill be in the back, while you’re all lookin at
At the act with a much better shot
i think i need time to rest, i put a hole in my chest
with the points where i let myself down
and while i'm still bleeding out, from the wound i had gouged
i might question why i'm still around
and i can't understand, how i seemingly land
on my feet after what i had thought
So ill be in the back, while you’re all lookin at
At the act with a much better shot
cuz now we're grown up
and i've got nothing to show but
bits and pieces of what i couldn't be
and so i'm fed up
always wondering why i'm such
a baby when it comes to being me
so will you quit haunting me
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6. |
Like a Ghost
03:35
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cuz i don’t know what i’m thinkin' of
could be you, if not who
and i see, all these empty homes
i wanna live in them, live there with you
its a trial to keep it positive
i wanna try to, try to get through
and you see, i was wrong about
wrong about me, but so were you
i’m so tired, of being wrong
i’m so sorry love, i just weren't enough
its on me, now can’t you see
i did it all, all the bad stuff
and sometimes, i don’t even know
what i really want, what i want the most
its so hard, just to show
what i’m feelin' now, like a ghost
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